Why is it terrifying?
Sometimes we don´t know, we doubt, we feel, we risk, we give every inch of our body, however it gets darker before we get an answer. You remain standing, waiting for the light to come back on the horizon so your thoughts can be in order. You wander through the small space, slowly, taciturnly, one step at a time, you get depressed, you can't see a way out of your dilemma, you cover your face with both hands, and wish for this to be over.
You crave it, the illusion of a new day gives you the power to keep moving forward, and then everything begins.